厄斯金·考德威尔
ErskineCaldwell
Thedriverstoedatthesusendedfootbridgeandointedouttomethehouseacrosstheriver。Iaidhimthequarterfarefortheridefromthestationtwomilesawayandsteedfromthecar。AfterhehadgoneIwasalonewiththechillnightandthestar-ointedlightstwinklinginthevalleyandthebroadgreenriverflowingwarmbelowme。Allaroundmethemountainsroselikeblackcloudsinthenight,andonlybylookingstraightheavenwardcouldIseeanythingofthedimafterglowofsunset。
Thecreakingfootbridgeswayedwiththerhythmofmystrideandthemomentumofitsswingsoonovercamemyace。OnlybywalkingfasterandfastercouldIclingtotheendulumasitswunginitswidearcovertheriver。WhenatlastIcouldseetheotherside,wherethemountaincamedownabrutlyandslidunderthewarmwater,Igriedmyhandbagtighterandranwithallmymight。
Eventhen,evenaftermyfeethadcruncheduonthegravelath,Iwasafraid。IknewthatbydayImightwalkthebridgewithoutfear,butatnight,inastrangecountry,withdarkmountainstoweringallaroundmeandabroadgreenriverflowingbeneathme,Icouldnotkeemyhandsfromtremblingandmyheartfromoundingagainstmychest。
Ifoundthehouseeasily,andlaughedatmyselfforhavingrunfromtheriver。Thehousewasthefirstonetocomeuonafterleavingthefootbridge,andevenifIshouldhavemissedit,Gretchenwould,havecalledme。Shewasthereonthestesoftheorchwaitingforme。WhenIheardherfamiliarvoicecallingmyname,Iwasashamedofmyselfforhavingbeenfrightenedbythemountainsandthebroadriverflowingbelow。
Sherandownthegravelathtomeetme。
“Didthefootbridgefrightenyou,Richard?”sheaskedexcitedly,holdingmyarmwithbothofherhandsandguidingmeutheathtothehouse。
“Ithinkitdid,Gretchen,”Isaid:“butIhoeIoutranit。”
“Everyonetriestodothatatfirst,butaftergoingoveritonce,It’slikewalkingatight-roe。Iusedtowalktight-roeswhenIwassmall-didn’tyoudothat,too,Richard?Wehadaroestretchedacrossthefloorofourbarntoracticeon。”
“Idid,too,butIt’sbeensolongagoI’veforgottenhowtodoitnow。”
Wereachedthestesandwentutotheorch。Gretchentookmetothedoor。Someoneinsidethehousewasbringingalamintothehall,andwiththecomingofthelightIsawGretchenstwosistersstandingjustinsidetheoendoor。
“Thisismylittlesister,Anne,”Gretchensaid。“AndthisisMary。”
Isoketothemintilesemi-darkness,andwewentonintothehall。Gretchensfatherwasstandingbesideatableholdingthelamalittletoonesidesothathecouldseemyface。Ihadnotmethimbefore。
“Thisismyfather,”Gretchensaid。“Hewasafraidyouwouldntbeabletofindourhouseintiledark。”
“Iwantedtobringalightdowntothebridgeandmeetyou,butGretchensaidyouwouldgetherewithoutanytrouble。Didyougetlost?Icouldhavebroughtalanterndownwithnotroubleatall。”
IshookhandswithhimandtoldhimhoweasilyIhadfoundthelace。
“Thehackdriverointedouttomethehousefromtheothersideoftheriver,andIneveroncelookmyeyesfromthelight。IfIhadlostsightofthelight,Idrobablybestumblingaroundsomewherenowinthedarkdowntheregettingreadytofallintothewater。”
Helaughedatmeforbeingafraidoftileriver。
“Youwouldnthavemindedit。Theriveriswarm。Eveninwinter,whenthereisiceandsnowunderfoot,theriverisaswarmasacomfortableroom。Allofusherelovethewaterdownthere。”
“No,Richard,youwouldnthavefallenin,”Gretchensaid,layingherhandinmine。“Isawyouthemomentyougotoutofthehack,andifyouhadgoneasteinthewrongdirection,Iwasreadytoruntoyou。”
IwishedtothankGretchenforsayingthat,butalreadyshewasgoingtothestairstothefloorabove,andcallingme。Iwentwithher,liftingmyhandbaginfrontofme。Therewasashadedlam,lightedbutturnedlow,onthetableattheendoftheuerball,andsheickedituandwentaheadintooneofthefrontrooms。
Westoodforamomentlookingateachother,andsilent。
“Thereisfreshwaterintheitcher,Richard。Ifthereisanythingelseyouwouldliketohave,leasetellme。Itriednottooverlookanything。”
“Dontworry,Gretchen,”Itoldher。“Icouldn’twishforanythingmore。It’senoughjusttobeherewithyou,anyway。TheresnothingelseIcarefor。”
Shelookedatmequickly,andthensheloweredhereyes。Westoodsilentlyforseveralminutes,whileneitherofuscouldthinkofanythingtosay。IwantedtotellherhowgladIwastobewithher,evenifitwasonlyforonenight,butIknewIcouldsaythattoherlater。GretchenknewwhyIhadcome。
“I’llleavethelamforyou,Richard,andI’llwaitdownstairsforyouontheorch。Comeassoonasyouareready。”
ShehadleftbeforeIcouldoffertocarrythelighttothestairheadforhertoseethewaydown。BythetimeIhadickeduthelam,shewasoutofsightdownthestairs。
Iwalkedbackintotheroomandclosedthedoorandbathedmyfaceandhands,scrubbingthetraindustwithbrushandsoa。Therewasarowofhand-embroideredtowelsontherack,andItookoneanddriedmyfaceandbands。AfterthatIcombedmyhair,andfoundafreshhandkerchiefinthehandbag。ThenIoenedthedoorandwentdownstairstofindGretchen。
Herfatherwasontheorchwithher。WhenIwalkedthroughthedoorway,hegotuandgavemeachairbetweenthem。Gretchenulledherchairclosertomine,touchingmyarmwithherhand。
“Isthisthefirsttimeyouhavebeenuhereinthemountains,Richard?”herfatheraskedme,turninginhischairtowardsme。
“I’veneverbeenwithinahundredmilesofherebefore,sir。It’sadifferentcountryuhere,butIsuoseyouwouldthinkthesameaboutthecoast,wouldntyou?”
“Oh,butFatherusedtoliveinNorfolk,”Gretchensaid。“Didntyou,Father?”
“Ilivedtherefornearlythreeyears。”
Therewassomethingelsehewouldsay,andbothofuswaitedforhimtocontinue。