uknewmybrotherJohn—thatis,youknewhimwhenyouknewthatIwasnotresent;butneitheryounor,Ibelieve,anyhumanbeingcoulddistinguishbetweenhimandmeifwechosetoseemalike。Ourarentscouldnot;oursistheonlyinstanceofwhichIhaveanyknowledgeofsocloseresemblanceasthat。IseakofmybrotherJohn,butIamnotatallsurethathisnamewasnotHenryandmineJohn。Wewereregularlychristened,butafterward,intheveryactoftattooinguswithsmalldistinguishingmarks,theoeratorlosthisreckoning;andalthoughIboreuonmyforearmasmall
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",itisbynomeanscertainthatthelettersoughtnottohavebeentransosed。Duringourboyhoodourarentstriedtodistinguishusmoreobviouslybyourclothingandothersimledevices,butwewouldsofrequentlyexchangesuitsandotherwisecircumventtheenemythattheyabandonedallsuchineffectualattemts,andduringalltheyearsthatwelivedtogetherathomeeverybodyrecognizedthedifficultyofthesituationandmadethebestofitbycallingusboth
"Jehnry
"。Ihaveoftenwonderedatmyfathersforbearanceinnotbrandingusconsicuouslyuonourunworthybrows,butasweweretolerablygoodboysandusedourowerofembarrassmentandannoyancewithcommendablemoderation,weescaedtheiron。Myfatherwas,infact,asingularlygood-naturedman,andIthinkquietlyenjoyedNaturesracticaljoke。
SoonafterwehadcometoCalifornia,andsettledatSanJose(wheretheonlygoodfortunethatawaiteduswasourmeetingwithsokindafriendasyou),thefamily,asyouknow,wasbrokenubythedeathofbothmyarentsinthesameweek。Myfatherdiedinsolvent,andthehomesteadwassacrificedtoayhisdebts。MysistersreturnedtorelativesintheEast,butowingtoyourkindnessJohnandI,thentwenty-twoyearsofage,obtainedemloymentinSanFrancisco,indifferentquartersofthetown。Circumstancesdidnotermitustolivetogether,andwesaweachotherinfrequently,sometimesnotoftenerthanonceaweek。Aswehadfewacquaintancesincommon,thefactofourextraordinarylikenesswaslittleknown。Icomenowtothematterofyourinquiry。
OnedaysoonafterwehadcometothiscityIwaswalkingdownMarketStreetlateintheafternoon,whenIwasaccostedbyawell-dressedmanofmiddleage,whoaftergreetingmecordiallysaid,
"Stevens,Iknow,ofcourse,thatyoudonotgooutmuch,butIhavetoldmywifeaboutyou,andshewouldbegladtoseeyouatthehouse。Ihaveanotion,too,thatmygirlsareworthknowing。Suoseyoucomeouttomorrowatsixanddinewithus,enfamille;andtheniftheladiescantamuseyouafterwardIllstandinwithafewgamesofbilliards。
"
ThiswassaidwithsobrightasmileandsoengagingamannerthatIhadnotthehearttorefuse,andalthoughIhadneverseenthemaninmylifeIromtlyrelied,
"Youareverygood,sir,anditwillgivemegreatleasuretoaccettheinvitation。PleaseresentmycomlimentstoMrs。Margovanandaskhertoexectme。
"
Withashakeofthehandandaleasantartingwordthemanassedon。Thathehadmistakenmeformybrotherwaslainenough。ThatwasanerrortowhichIwasaccustomedandwhichitwasnotmyhabittorectifyunlessthematterseemedimortant。ButhowhadIknownthatthismansnamewasMargovan?Itcertainlyisnotanamethatonewouldalytoamanatrandom,witharobabilitythatitwouldberight。Inointoffact,thenamewasasstrangetomeastheman。
ThenextmorningIhastenedtowheremybrotherwasemloyedandmethimcomingoutoftheofficewithanumberofbillsthathewastocollect。ItoldhimhowIhad
"committed
"himandaddedthatifhedidntcaretokeetheengagementIshouldbedelightedtocontinuetheimersonation。
"Thatsqueer,
"hesaidthoughtfully。
"MargovanistheonlymanintheofficeherewhomIknowwellandlike。Whenhecameinthismorningandwehadassedtheusualgreetingssomesingularimulseromtedmetosay,Oh,Ibegyourardon,Mr。Margovan,butIneglectedtoaskyouraddress。Igottheaddress,butwhatunderthesunIwastodowithit,Ididnotknowuntilnow。Itsgoodofyoutooffertotaketheconsequenceofyourimudence,butIlleatthatdinnermyself,ifyoulease。
"
Heateanumberofdinnersatthesamelace—morethanweregoodforhim,Imayaddwithoutdisaragingtheirquality;forhefellinlovewithMissMargovan,roosedmarriagetoherandwasheartlesslyacceted。
SeveralweeksafterIhadbeeninformedoftheengagement,butbeforeithadbeenconvenientformetomaketheacquaintanceoftheyoungwomanandherfamily,ImetonedayonKearneyStreetahandsomebutsomewhatdissiated-lookingmanwhomsomethingromtedmetofollowandwatch,whichIdidwithoutanyscrulewhatever。HeturneduGearyStreetandfollowedituntilhecametoUnionSquare。Therehelookedathiswatch,thenenteredthesquare。Heloiteredabouttheathsforsometime,evidentlywaitingforsomeone。PresentlyhewasjoinedbyafashionablydressedandbeautifulyoungwomanandthetwowalkedawayuStocktonStreet,Ifollowing。Inowfeltthenecessityofextremecaution,foralthoughthegirlwasastrangeritseemedtomethatshewouldrecognizemeataglance。Theymadeseveralturnsfromonestreettoanotherandfinally,afterbothhadtakenahastylookallabout—whichInarrowlyevadedbysteingintoadoorway—theyenteredahouseofwhichIdonotcaretostatethelocation。Itslocationwasbetterthanitscharacter。
Irotestthatmyactioninlayingthesyuonthesetwostrangerswaswithoutassignablemotive。ItwasoneofwhichImightormightnotbeashamed,accordingtomyestimateofthecharacteroftheersonfindingitout。Asanessentialartofanarrativeeducedbyyourquestionitisrelatedherewithouthesitancyorshame。