rewasaninstantshesitation,andthediewascast。Macfarlanecouldnotsuressanervoustwitch,theinfinitesimalmarkofanimmenserelief,ashefeltthekeybetweenhisfingers。Heoenedthecuboard,broughtoutenandinkandaaer-bookthatstoodinonecomartment,andsearatedfromthefundsinadrawerasumsuitabletotheoccasion。
"Now,lookhere,
"hesaid,
"thereistheaymentmade—firstroofofyourgoodfaith:firststetoyoursecurity。Youhavenowtoclinchitbyasecond。Entertheaymentinyourbook,andthenyouforyourartmaydefythedevil。
"
ThenextfewsecondswereforFettesanagonyofthought;butinbalancinghisterrorsitwasthemostimmediatethattriumhed。AnyfuturedifficultyseemedalmostwelcomeifhecouldavoidaresentquarrelwithMacfarlane。Hesetdownthecandlewhichhehadbeencarryingallthistime,andwithasteadyhandenteredthedate,thenature,andtheamountofthetransaction。
"Andnow,
"saidMacfarlane,
"itsonlyfairthatyoushouldocketthelucre。Ivehadmysharealready。Bythebye,whenamanoftheworldfallsintoabitofluck,hasafewshillingsextrainhisocket—Imashamedtoseakofit,buttheresaruleofconductinthecase。Notreating,nourchaseofexensiveclass-books,nosquaringofolddebts;borrow,dontlend。
"
"Macfarlane,
"beganFettes,stillsomewhathoarsely,
"Ihaveutmyneckinahaltertoobligeyou。
"
"Toobligeme?
"criedWolfe。
"Oh,come!Youdid,asnearasIcanseethematter,whatyoudownrighthadtodoinself-defence。SuoseIgotintotrouble,wherewouldyoube?Thissecondlittlematterflowsclearlyfromthefirst。Mr。GrayisthecontinuationofMissGalbraith。Youcantbeginandthensto。Ifyoubegin,youmustkeeonbeginning;thatsthetruth。Norestforthewicked。
"
Ahorriblesenseofblacknessandthetreacheryoffateseizedholduonthesouloftheunhaystudent。
"MyGod!
"hecried,
"butwhathaveIdone?andwhendidIbegin?Tobemadeaclassassistant—inthenameofreason,wherestheharminthat?Servicewantedtheosition;Servicemighthavegotit。WouldhehavebeenwhereIamnow?
"
"Mydearfellow,
"saidMacfarlane,
"whataboyyouare!WhatharmHAScometoyou?WhatharmCANcometoyouifyouholdyourtongue?Why,man,doyouknowwhatthislifeis?Therearetwosquadsofus—thelionsandthelambs。Ifyourealamb,youllcometolieuonthesetableslikeGrayorJaneGalbraith;ifyourealion,youllliveanddriveahorselikeme,likeK,likealltheworldwithanywitorcourage。Yourestaggeredatthefirst。ButlookatK!Mydearfellow,youreclever;youhaveluck。Ilikeyou,andKlikesyou。Youwereborntoleadthehunt;andItellyou,onmyhonourandmyexerienceoflife,threedaysfromnowyoulllaughatallthesescarecrowslikeaHighSchoolboyatafarce。
"
AndwiththatMacfarlanetookhisdeartureanddroveoffuthewyndinhisgigtogetundercoverbeforedaylight。Fetteswasthusleftalonewithhisregrets。Hesawthemiserableerilinwhichhestoodinvolved。Hesaw,withinexressibledismay,thattherewasnolimittohisweakness,andthat,fromconcessiontoconcession,hehadfallenfromthearbiterofMacfarlanesdestinytohisaidandhellessaccomlice。Hewouldhavegiventheworldtohavebeenalittlebraveratthetime,butitdidnotoccurtohimthathemightstillbebrave。ThesecretofJaneGalbraithandthecursedentryintheday-bookclosedhismouth。
Hoursassed;theclassbegantoarrive;themembersoftheunhayGrayweredealtouttooneandtoanother,andreceivedwithoutremark。Richardsonwasmadehaywiththehead;andbeforethehouroffreedomrangFettestrembledwithexultationtoerceivehowfartheyhadalreadygonetowardsafety。
Fortwodayshecontinuedtowatch,withincreasingjoy,thedreadfulrocessofdisguise。
OnthethirddayMacfarlanemadehisaearance。Hehadbeenill,hesaid;buthemadeuforlosttimebytheenergywithwhichhedirectedthestudents。ToRichardsoninarticularheextendedthemostvaluableassistanceandadvice,andthatstudent,encouragedbytheraiseofthedemonstrator,burnedhighwithambitioushoes,andsawthemedalalreadyinhisgras。
BeforetheweekwasoutMacfarlanesrohecyhadbeenfulfilled。Fetteshadoutlivedhisterrorsandhadforgottenhisbaseness。Hebegantolumehimselfuonhiscourage,andhadsoarrangedthestoryinhismindthathecouldlookbackontheseeventswithanunhealthyride。Ofhisaccomlicehesawbutlittle。Theymet,ofcourse,inthebusinessoftheclass;theyreceivedtheirorderstogetherfromMr。K。Attimestheyhadawordortwoinrivate,andMacfarlanewasfromfirsttolastarticularlykindandjovial。Butitwaslainthatheavoidedanyreferencetotheircommonsecret;andevenwhenFetteswhiseredtohimthathehadcastinhislotwiththelionsandforswornthelambs,heonlysignedtohimsmilinglytoholdhiseace。