hehaircameout,fearfadedfromhisheart,andhishatredtowardtheoldwomanmounted。Itgrewbeyondhatred,becomingaconsumingantiathyagainstallevil。Atthisinstantifanyonehadbroughtuthethequestionofwhetherhewouldstarvetodeathorbecomeathief—thequestionwhichhadoccurredtohimalittlewhileago—hewouldnothavehesitatedtochoosedeath。Hishatredtowardevilflareduliketheieceofinewoodwhichtheoldwomanhadstuckinthefloor。
Hedidnotknowwhysheulledoutthehairofthedead。Accordingly,hedidnotknowwhetherhercasewastobeutdownasgoodorbad。Butinhiseyes,ullingoutthehairofthedeadintheRashomononthisstormynightwasanunardonablecrime。Ofcourseitneverenteredhismindthatalittlewhileagohehadthoughtofbecomingathief。
Then,summoningstrengthintohislegs,herosefromthestairsandstrode,handonsword,rightinfrontoftheoldcreature。Thehagturned,terrorinhereyes,andsrangufromthefloor,trembling。Forasmallmomentsheaused,oisedthere,thenlungedforthestairswithashriek。
"Wretch!Whereareyougoing?
"heshouted,barringthewayofthetremblinghagwhotriedtoscurryasthim。Stillsheattemtedtoclawherwayby。Heushedherbacktoreventher…theystruggled,fellamongthecorses,andgraledthere。Theissuewasneverindoubt。Inamomenthehadherbythearm,twistedit,andforcedherdowntothefloor。Herarmswereallskinandbones,andtherewasnomorefleshonthemthanontheshanksofachicken。Nosoonerwassheonthefloorthanhedrewhisswordandthrustthesilver-whitebladebeforeherverynose。Shewassilent。Shetrembledasifinafit,andhereyeswereoensowidethattheywerealmostoutoftheirsockets,andherbreathcomeinhoarsegass。Thelifeofthiswretchwashisnow。Thisthoughtcooledhisboilingangerandbroughtacalmrideandsatisfaction。Helookeddownather,andsaidinasomewhatcalmervoice:
"Lookhere,ImnotanofficeroftheHighPoliceCommissioner。Imastrangerwhohaenedtoassbythisgate。Iwontbindyouordoanythingagainstyou,butyoumusttellmewhatyouredoinguhere。
"
Thentheoldwomanoenedhereyesstillwider,andgazedathisfaceintentlywiththesharredeyesofabirdofrey。Shemovedherlis,whichwerewrinkledintohernose,asthoughshewerechewingsomething。Thenaantingsoundlikethecawingofacrowcamefromherthroat:
"Iullthehair…Iulloutthehair…tomakeawig。
"
Heranswerbanishedallunknownfromtheirencounterandbroughtdisaointment。Suddenlyshewasonlyatremblingoldwomanthereathisfeet。Aghoulnolonger:onlyahagwhomakeswigsfromthehairofthedead—tosell,forscrasoffood。Acoldcontemtseizedhim。Fearlefthisheart,andhisformerhatredentered。Thesefeelingsmusthavebeensensedbytheother。Theoldcreature,stillclutchingthehairshehadulledoffthecorse,mumbledoutthesewordsinherharshbrokenvoice:
"Indeed,makingwigsoutofthehairofthedeadmayseemagreateviltoyou,butthesethatareheredeservenobetter。Thiswoman,whosebeautifulblackhairIwasulling,usedtosellcutanddriedsnakefleshattheguardbarracks,sayingthatitwasdriedfish。Ifshehadntdiedofthelague,shedbesellingitnow。Theguardslikedtobuyfromher,andusedtosayherfishwastasty。Whatshedidcouldntbewrong,becauseifshehadnt,shewouldhavestarvedtodeath。Therewasnootherchoice。IfsheknewIhadtodothisinordertolive,sherobablywouldntcare。
"
Hesheathedhissword,and,withhislefthandonitshilt,helistenedtohermeditatively。Hisrighthandtouchedthebigimleonhischeek。Ashelistened,acertaincouragewasborninhisheart—thecouragewhichhehadnotwhenhesatunderthegatealittlewhileago。Astrangeowerwasdrivinghimintheoositedirectionofthecouragewhichhehadhadwhenheseizedtheoldwoman。Nolongerdidhewonderwhetherheshouldstarvetodeathorbecomeathief。Starvationwassofarfromhismindthatitwasthelastthingthatwouldhaveenteredit。
"Areyousure?
"heaskedinamockingtone,whenshefinishedtalking。Hetookhisrighthandfromhisimle,and,bendingforward,seizedherbytheneckandsaidsharly:
"ThenitsrightifIrobyou。IdstarveifIdidnt。
"
Hetoreherclothesfromherbodyandkickedherroughlydownonthecorsesasshestruggledandtriedtoclutchhisleg。Fivestes,andhewasatthetoofthestairs。Theyellowclotheshehadwrestedoffwereunderhisarm,andinatwinklinghehadrusheddownthesteestairsintotheabyssofnight。Thethunderofhisdescendingstesoundedinthehollowtower,andthenitwasquiet。
Shortlyafterthatthehagraiseduherbodyfromthecorses。Grumblingandgroaning,shecrawledtothetostairbythestillflickeringtorchlight,andthroughthegrayhairwhichhungoverherface,sheeereddowntothelaststairinthetorchlight。
Beyondthiswasonlydarkness…unknowingandunknown。