OutofPlace
奥里森·马登
OrisonMarden
“ButI’mgoodforsomething。”leadedayoungmanwhomamerchantwasabouttodischargeforhisbluntness。
“Youaregoodfornothingasasalesman,”saidhisemloyer。
“IamsureIcanbeuseful,”saidtheyouth。
“How?Tellmehow。”
“Idon’tknow,sir,Idon’tknow。”
“NordoI,”saidthemerchant,laughingattheearnestnessofhisclerk。
“Onlydon’tutmeaway,sir,don’tutmeaway。Trymeatsomethingbesidesselling。Icannotsell,IknowIcannotsell。”
“Iknowthat,too,”saidtherincial,“thatiswhatiswrong。”
“ButIcanmakemyselfusefulsomehow,”ersistedtheyoungman,“IknowIcan。”
Hewaslacedinthecounting-house,wherehisatitudeforfiguressoonshoweditself,andinafewyearshebecamenotonlychiefcashierinthelargestore,butaneminentaccountant。。。
Amanoutoflaceislikeafishoutofwater。Itsfinsmeannothing,theyareonlyahindrance。Thefishcandonothingbutflounderoutofitselement。Butassoonasthefinsfeelthewater,theymeansomething。。。
Amanoutoflaceisnothalfaman。Hefeelsunmanned。Hecannotresecthimself,hencehecannotberesected。
JohnAdams’fatherwasashoemaker,and,tryingtoteachhissontheart,gavehimsome“uers”tocutoutbyaatternwhichhadathree-corneredholeinittohangituby。Thefuturestatesmanfollowedtheattern,holeandall。
Amanoutoflacemaymanagetogetaliving,buthehaslostthebuoyancy,energyandenthusiasmwhichareasnaturaltoamaninhislaceashisbreath。Heisindustrious,butheworksmechanicallyandwithoutheart。Itistosuorthimselfandfamily,notbecausehecannothelit。Dinnertimedoesnotcometwohoursbeforeherealizesit;amanoutoflaceisconstantlylookingathiswatchandthinkingofhissalary。
Ifamanisinhislaceheishay,joyous,cheerful,energetic,fertileinresources。Thedaysarealltooshortforhim。Allhisfacultiesgivetheirconsenttohiswork;say“yes”tohisoccuation。Heisaman;heresectshimselfandishaybecauseallhisowersareatlayintheirnaturalshere。
Tobeoutoflaceisdemoralizingtoalltheowersofmanhood。Wecan’tcheatnatureoutofheraim;ifshehassetallthecurrentsofyourlifetowardmedicineorlaw,youwillonlybeabotchatanythingelse。
Will-owerandalicationcannotmakeafarmerofabornainteranymorethanalumberingdraughthorsecanbechangedintoaracehorse。Whentheowersarenotusedalongthelineoftheirstrengththeybecomedemoralized,weakened,deteriorated。Self-resect,enthusiasmandcourageoozeout;webecomehalf-heartedandsuccessisimossible。
Manonlygrowswhenheisdeveloingalongthelinesofhisownindividuality,andnotwhenheistryingtobesomebodyelse。Allattemtstoimitateanotherman,whenthereisnoonelikeyouinallcreation,astheatternwasbrokenwhenyouwereborn,isnotonlytoruinyourownattern,buttomakeonlyanechooftheoneimitated。
Anywhereelsewearedwarfs,weaklings,echoes,andtheechoevenofagreatmanisasorrycontrasttoeventhesmallesthumanbeingwhoishimself。
“可我在其他方面还是有用的。”一个年轻人正在向商店的老板苦苦哀求。原来老板嫌年轻人反应迟钝,正要打发他走。
“你做销售简直就是一无是处。”他的老板回应道。
“我确信自己是有价值的。”年轻人说。
“是吗?可你怎么让我相信呢?”
“我一时也没有头绪,先生,我现在还不知道。”