they were afraid of her。 She did not care if they broke a window
of a railway carriage or sold their watches to have a revel at
the Goose Fair。 Brangwen was perhaps angry over these things。 To
the mother they were insignificant。 It was odd little things
that offended her。 She was furious if the boys hung around the
slaughter…house; she was displeased when the school reports were
bad。 It did not matter how many sins her boys were accused of;
so long as they were not stupid; or inferior。 If they seemed to
brook insult; she hated them。 And it was only a certain
gaucherie; a gawkiness on Annas part that irritated her
against the girl。 Certain forms of clumsiness; grossness; made
the mothers eyes glow with curious rage。 Otherwise she was
pleased; indifferent。
Pursuing her splendid…lady ideal; Anna became a lofty
demoiselle of sixteen; plagued by family shortings。 She was
very sensitive to her father。 She knew if he had been drinking;
were he ever so little affected; and she could not bear it。 He
flushed when he drank; the veins stood out on his temples; there
was a twinkling; cavalier boisterousness in his eye; his manner
was jovially overbearing and mocking。 And it angered her。 When
she heard his loud; roaring; boisterous mockery; an anger of
resentment filled her。 She ; the
moment he came in。
〃You look a sight; you do; red in the face;〃 she cried。
〃I might look worse if I was green;〃 he answered。
〃Boozing in Ilkeston。〃
〃And whats wrong wi Ilson?〃
She flounced away。 He watched her with amused; twinkling
eyes; yet in spite of himself said that she flouted him。
They were a curious family; a law to themselves; separate
from the world; isolated; a small republic set in invisible
bounds。 The mother was quite indifferent to Ilkeston and
Cossethay; to any claims made on her from outside; she was very
shy of any outsider; exceedingly courteous; winning even。 But
the moment the visitor had gone; she laughed and dismissed him;
he did not exist。 It had been all a game to her。 She was still a
foreigner; unsure of her ground。 But alone with her own children
and husband at the Marsh; she was mistress of a little native
land that lacked nothing。
She had some beliefs somewhere; never defined。 She had been