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theoffering
one
whenthebelltolls,Iknowtheceremonyisabouttobegin。
Itsafamilytradition,heldeveryeighteenyearsonthisday,wherethefamilyhostsagrandandluxurioussacrificialritetohonoroursupremedeity。
two
AndIamthesolepriestessinthisritual。
three
dressedintheintricatevestmentsofapriestess,Iboardthepalanquinboundforthetempleundermymothersworriedgaze。beforedeparting,Ifollowtheoldcustomsofthefamilyandbestowthepriestesssblessingupontheunbornchildinmymotherswomb。
Four
thetempleisbuiltatopamountain,andthepalanquinstopsatthefootofthehill。withadevoutheart,Iascendthestairsleadingtothetempleonestepatatime。
thepathislong,andtheceremonialrobesfeelexceedinglyheavy,yetIdonotsensetheexpectedweariness。
Frombirth,Iwastaughttoshouldertheresponsibilitiesofapriestess。
Five
Uponreachingthetemple,Iseeeveryonebrimmingwithhope,tearswellingintheireyes。theyretreatnaturallybehindme,ignitingthecandleinmyhand。Iunderstandthatthepathaheadisminealonetotread,fornooneotherthanthepriestessisallowedinsidethetemple。
Six
thetempleisdark;thedooropensbrieflybeforeclosingagain。holdingtheonlysourceoflight,Islowlymakemywayinside。Iswearthatnoonehaseverenteredhere,foriftheydid,theywouldwitnessthebonesstrewnacrossthefloor。
Seven
Uponseeingtheso-calleddeity,Iamnotsurprised。Imerelyundress,makingmyselfreadyforthe"deitys"feast。
Eight
Fromtheverybeginning,IknewIwasthesoleofferinginthisceremony。
Nine
thechildinmymotherswombisborn。thatisthenextofferingIleavetothefamily,thenext"me"。Ineighteenyears,hetoowillbeeapriest。
ten
theceremonywillnotcease;allwillbetrappedinthecycleofrebirth。AndI,Iwritethebeginningofthistale。