her parents house with their usual crowd; and; yes; she missed Jeff。
But there were interesting people to talk with; and chaos enough to
pretend that Jeff might just be off in another room。 Her major
disfort proved to be a stomachache from eating more heavily than she
had in a year; but an antacid and a long walk with her father eased that
pain。
Work kept her busy; as did; to her dismay; unfinished business relating
to the plane crash。 The FAA had finally e through with its findings;
and Annes lawyer had filed suit against the airline…a small; privately
owned one…for the inadequate upkeep and safety…check procedure of its
craft。
Anne had always known that the suit was a possibility; but her appetite
for it had waned。 Not so Jeffs parents appetite。 They kept the lawyer
on the case even after Anne asked them to stop。
Now the wheels of justice were turning。 The lawyer called her in for
meeting after meeting。 Rarely did a day go by when he didnt phone her
with one question or another。 The latest word was that there would be a
hearing in early April。 Anne cringed at the thought。
She was tired of reliving the accident; tired of the horror; the
helplessness; the anger。 She would love Jeff until the day she died; but
she needed to live until then。
And there was Mitch。 Something had begun to change…in her life; in her
outlook; in her attitude toward him。 He was being real。 When she was
low; she thought of him and felt better。 The prospect of seeing him for
the New Years holiday became part of her daily routine。
It worried her a little。 She wondered if she was building him up to be
something he wasnt。 She remembered him as being smart; solid; and
strong; as offering protection and fort; stimulation and challenge。
At times he seemed larger than life; too large for a plane crash to
kill。 She half…suspected he would look at the burning debris and walk
away unscathed。
It occurred to her that after building him up; she might be in for a
letdown when she saw him again。 She figured she had until New Years to
get a grip on herself。
As it happened; she was wrong。
Alexander Robie; the professor for whom she did the ongoing grant work;
organized a dinner for the seven people involved with the project。 There
were two secretaries; three research assistants; Alex and a colleague of
his; and Anne。 Thumbing his nose at the usual budget restraints; Alex