?Not much。? Anthony grinned。 ?I was just on my way home from the beach; but why don?t you
get in and we?ll go for a ride?? He reached into the car?s ashtray and plucked out a freshly rolled
joint; waving it in the air。 ?Just a quick drive; you know??
That was all the invitation Nate needed。 He walked around the car and hopped into the passenger
side; settling into the soft; cream…colored leather seat。
Anthony turned down the stereo and pressed a button so that Nate?s window lowered quickly。 He
circled the car around the parking lot and out onto the street。 ?Go ahead and start it up;? he urged。
Nate grabbed the joint; pulled his trusty Bic from his sock; and lit it。
?Good time the other night at Isabel?s。? Anthony reached over to take the joint from Nate。 ?Sorry
you couldn?t make it。?
Nate exhaled a long plume of smoke out the window。 He studied his reflection in the windshield:
he hadn?t had time to shave that morning and was looking kind of stubbly。 His T…shirt was filthy
and his deodorant had given out hours ago: his jeans were grass…stained and dingy。 He was
sporting an incredible tan but still looked a bit unhealthy; probably because he hadn?t been
sleeping much; and his eyes were a little bloodshot。
Is lack of sleep really the culprit here?
He turned to take the joint back from Anthony and studied his friend more closely: Anthony was
wearing a pair of crazy printed Vilebrequin board shorts; some beat…up old flip…flops; and a pair of
sunglasses。 He had a tan to rival Nate?s but no bags under his crystal…clear eyes and he looked like
a million other guys in the Hamptons: like a guy on vacation; driving home from the beach;
having a quick smoke。 Nate exhaled unhappily。 The pot was great but it didn?t change the fact that
he was tired; he was bummed out; he was 。 。 。 jealous。 Why did Anthony get to chill at the beach
all day while he had to work like a dog?
Maybe because Anthony didn?t steal performance…enhancing drugs from his lax coach?
Nate drummed on the windowsill in time with the old Dylan disc on the stereo and drifted off for
a moment; imagining the ideal summer: he?d be at the beach; of course; surfing at Montauk or just
lazing around on the sand; tooling around in his dad?s Aston Martin convertible; smoking with
Anthony and his other friends from the lacrosse team; staying in bed with Blair until the early
afternoon。 Or maybe he?d take Blair sailing for a couple of weeks along the coast of Maine。 Teach
her how to fish。 Eat lobster。 Have lots of sex。 Sleep。 Have more sex。 Go for a swim。 Sex again。
?Dude; you there?? Anthony asked。
?Sorry;? Nate mumbled; ing back to reality。
?It?s cool。? Anthony pulled up to a red light。 Three girls sauntered by in bikini tops and surf
shorts。 They were only about thirteen but they were still cute。 ?So what?s the deal with that Tawny
chick; man? She?s hot。?
?Yeah;? Nate replied; passing the joint back。 ?She?s cool。 I don?t know; though。 Maybe I?m off