Iˇve left on Peetaˇs undershorts because theyˇre not in bad shape and I donˇt want to pull them over the swollen thigh and; all right; maybe the idea of him being naked makes me unfortable。 Thatˇs another thing about my mother and Prim。 Nakedness has no effect on them; gives them no cause for embarrassment。 Ironically; at this point in the Games; my little sister would be of far more use to Peeta than I am。 I scoot my square of plastic under him so I can wash down the rest of him。 With each bottle I pour over him; the worse the wound looks。 The rest of his lower body has fared pretty well; just one tracker jacker sting and a few small burns that I treat quickly。 But the gash on his leg 。 。 。 what on earth can I do for that?
¨Why donˇt we give it some air and then 。 。 。〃 I trail off。
¨And then youˇll patch it up?〃 says Peeta。 He looks almost sorry for me; as if he knows how lost I am。
¨Thatˇs right;〃 I say。 ¨In the meantime; you eat these。〃 I put a few dried pear halves in his hand and go back in the stream to wash the rest of his clothes。 When theyˇre flattened out and drying; I examine the contents of the first…aid kit。 Itˇs pretty basic stuff。 Bandages; fever pills; medicine to calm stomachs。 Nothing of the caliber Iˇll need to treat Peeta。
¨Weˇre going to have to experiment some;〃 I admit。 I know the tracker jacker leaves draw out infection; so I start with those。 Within minutes of pressing the handful of chewed…up green stuff into the wound; pus begins running down the side of his leg。 I tell myself this is a good thing and bite the inside of my cheek hard because my breakfast is threatening to make a reappearance。
¨Katniss?〃 Peeta says。 I meet his eyes; knowing my face must be some shade of green。 He mouths the words。 ¨How about that kiss?〃
I burst out laughing because the whole thing is so revolting I canˇt stand it。
¨Something wrong?〃 he asks a little too innocently。
¨I 。 。 。 Iˇm no good at this。 Iˇm not my mother。 Iˇve no idea what Iˇm doing and I hate pus;〃 I say。 ¨Euh!〃 I allow myself to let out a groan as I rinse away the first round of leaves and apply the second。 ¨Euuuh!〃
¨How do you hunt?〃 he asks。
¨Trust me。 Killing things is much easier than this;〃 I say。 ¨Although for all I know; I am killing you。〃
¨Can you speed it up a little?〃 he asks。
¨No。 Shut up and eat your pears;〃 I say。
After three applications and what seems like a bucket of pus; the wound does look better。 Now that the swelling has gone down; I can see how deep Catoˇs sword cut。 Right down to the bone。
¨What next; Dr。 Everdeen?〃 he asks。
¨Maybe Iˇll put some of the burn ointment on it。 I think it helps with infection anyway。 And wrap it up?〃 I say。 I do and the whole thing seems a lot more manageable; covered in clean white cotton。 Although; against the sterile bandage; the hem of his undershorts looks filthy and teeming with contagion。 I pull out Rueˇs backpack。 ¨Here; cover yourself with this and Iˇll wash your shorts。〃
¨Oh; I donˇt care if you see me;〃 says Peeta。
¨Youˇre just like the rest of my family;〃 I say。 ¨I care; all right?〃 I turn my back and look at the stream until the undershorts splash into the current。 He must be feeling a bit better if he can throw。
¨You knoish for such a lethal person;〃 says Peeta as I beat the shorts clean between two rocks。 ¨I wish Iˇd let you give Haymitch a shower after all。〃
I wrinkle my nose at the memory。 ¨Whatˇs he sent you so far?〃
¨Not a thing;〃 says Peeta。 Then thereˇs a pause as it hits him。 ¨Why; did you get something?〃
¨Burn medicine;〃 I say almost sheepishly。 ¨Oh; and some bread。〃
¨I always knew you were his favorite;〃 says Peeta。
¨Please; he canˇt stand being in the same room with me;〃 I say。
¨Because youˇre just alike;〃 mutters Peeta。 I ignore it though because this really isnˇt the time for me to be insulting Haymitch; which is my first impulse。
I let Peeta doze off while his clothes dry out; but by late afternoon; I donˇt dare wait any longer。 I gently shake his shoulder。 ¨Peeta; weˇve got to go now。〃
¨Go?〃 He seems confused。 ¨Go where?〃
¨Away from here。 Downstream maybe。 Somewhere we can hide you until youˇre stronger;〃 I say。 I help him dress; leaving his feet bare so we can walk in the water; and pull him upright。 His face drains of color the moment he puts weight on his leg。 ¨e on。 You can do this。〃
But he canˇt。 Not for long anyway。 We make it about fifty yards downstream; with him propped up by my shoulder; and I can tell heˇs going to black out。 I sit him on the bank; push his head between his knees; and pat his back awkwardly as I survey the area。 Of course; Iˇd love to get him up in a tree; but thatˇs not going to happen。 It could be worse though。 Some of the rocks form small cavelike structure