“Who could say no to that?” Erik had teased; kissing her。
That was all the reassurance Serena needed。 If Dan was going to Iowa; then so would she。 She’d even found a place for them。 The house was a fantastic two…bedroom bungalow designed by Frank Lloyd Wright; next to a river and surrounded by trees。 The grainy picture on the website made it almost look like a sailboat with all these wonderful built…in cabinets and furniture。 It was forty…five minutes away from Iowa City; but that wasn’t too bad。 Besides; they’d both have cars; and after living in the middle of the biggest city in the world for their whole lives; Serena couldn’t think of anything more romantic than settling down with her boyfriend so far away from the rest of humanity。 After all; all they needed was each other。
No Barneys; no Elizabeth Arden; no City Bakery cookies… Is she crazy?
According to the Web site; the house was available for rent; but Serena wanted to work out all the details before she told Dan。 She was fine waiting a day to tell him in person; even if it did feel like torture right now。
“This is from me;” Fiona said; smiling as she held a thin; silver…wrapped present toward Serena。 Serena slid her finger under the tape and eagerly ripped off the wrapping paper。 Inside was a photo album。 On the inside cover was inscribed:
To Serena—
“The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page。”—St。 Augustine。
Enjoy!
Love; Fiona
“Oh my God; so cool!” Serena grinned as she flipped through the pages。 Fiona had traveled the world for two years before she started college; a fact that always made Serena envious。 Serena had always wanted to do that; but the closest she’d e was a few weeks in the south of France when she was a senior in high school。 Inside were pages of photographs; hand…drawn maps; contact lists; and need…to…know information about different countries and cities around the world。 “Did you really make this?” Serena asked。
“I know you like adventure; but you’d be well off to avoid making my travel mistakes。” Fiona winked。
“Not like you’ll have too much time to travel。 Once you find a job; you’ll really need to buckle down for those first few years;” Mr。 van der Woodsen remarked as he peered over Serena’s shoulder。
Serena smiled tightly。 She’d tell her parents about the Iowa plan after she told Dan。
“This is great; Fiona;” she said; continuing to flip through the pages。 As she came across a photo of Carnivale in Spain; it dawned on her that a life spent with Dan in Iowa wouldn’t leave her much opportunity to travel。 They wouldn’t have any money; and he’d be too busy writing all the time。 Serena felt unexpected tears spring to her eyes。
She rubbed her eye with her index finger; as if she were just readjusting a contact lens。
Fiona winked at her。 “Now what do you say we set up a Bloody Mary bar in the kitchen?”
Serena nodded and trailed behind Fiona toward the kitchen; feeling deflated。 Fiona saw her as an adventurous; gutsy girl who needed practical travel tips for Belize and Thailand。 Instead; her grand adventure was booking a one…way ticket to a flat state few New Yorkers could point to on a map。
Well; maybe if she moves there; people will start to visit。
“Essa!” Moxie blurted happily from Ruby’s hip as Ruby opened the paint…caked door to her Prospect Heights walk…up on Christmas Day。 Moxie was dressed in a T…shirt with a pigeon wearing oversize headphones and black leggings; her thin brown hair tied in two sloppy braids。 She looked like a very short Williamsburg hipster。
“Merry Christmas; little sis!” Ruby hugged Vanessa warmly。 Ruby wore a pair of gray pajama pants and a black SugarDaddy tank top with no bra。 Behind her; Piotr had on red Santa…print flannel pants and a felt Santa hat。 As children; Ruby and Vanessa had never celebrated Christmas。 Their dad was Jewish and their mom thought the holiday was too mercial。 Ruby was obviously determined to let Moxie have her fun with Santa。
“Merry Christmas; guys!” Vanessa exclaimed; breezing into their cheerful one…bedroom apartment。 It looked so domestic; with a silver garland wrapped along the molding of the ceiling; a pile of presents in the corner; and a small tree in the center of the room。 The only relic from their artistic past was the large painting of a nude figure astride a bull mastiff dog wedged behind the couch。
“Watch this。” Ruby grinned as she picked up Moxie and put her next to the pile of presents。 Moxie curiously pulled on a silver bow and then tossed the present back under the tree。
“She doesn’t really get it yet。” Ruby shrugged。 Vanessa grinned absently; her mind a million miles away。 What would Christmas be like in Indonesia? What if she didn’t make any friends and her movie sucked? What if while she was gone; Dan and Serena got engaged?
Which apocalyptic scenario does not belong with the others?
“Hello?” Ruby snapped her fingers in front of Vanessa’s face; breaking her out of her reverie。
“I got that Filmmakers for Change grant to go to Indonesia for two years。 Everything paid for。” Vanessa grinned shyly。 Saying it made her feel better; more sure of herself。 The grant was an honor most young filmmakers only dreamed of。
“Oh my God!” Ruby squealed; hugging her。
“God!” Moxie yelled happily from the floor; the silver bow clutched in her chubby hands。 Ruby rolled her eyes。 “Piotr; Vanessa’s going to Indonesia!”
“Well; I mean; I got it; but—”
“But you are going;” Piotr said in his slow; careful English from the couch。
“There goes our free babysitting;” Ruby said mournfully。 “Just kidding;” she added quickly。
Vanessa smiled wanly。 Could she really do this? The fellowship was for two years; and while theoretically she could visit home; she couldn’t imagine a trip back to the U。S。 would be cheap。 And two years was sort of a long time。 Mo