jealous…spirited visitations from the butcher Frank; who had a
grievance against the world; which he felt was always giving him
less than his dues。 Frank was particularly against the young
Tom; whom he called a mardy baby; and Tom returned the hatred
violently; his face growing red and his blue eyes staring。 Effie
sided with Tom against Frank。 But when Alfred came; from
Nottingham; heavy jowled and lowering; speaking very little; but
treating those at home with some contempt; Effie and the mother
sided with him and put Tom into the shade。 It irritated the
youth that his elder brother should be made something of a hero
by the women; just because he didnt live at home and was a
lace…designer and almost a gentleman。 But Alfred was something
of a Prometheus Bound; so the women loved him。 Tom came later to
understand his brother better。
As youngest son; Tom felt some importance when the care of
the farm devolved on to him。 He was only eighteen; but he was
quite capable of doing everything his father had done。 And of
course; his mother remained as centre to the house。
The young man grew up very fresh and alert; with zest for
every moment of life。 He worked and rode and drove to market; he
went out with panions and got tipsy occasionally and played
skittles and went to the little travelling theatres。 Once; when
he was drunk at a public house; he went upstairs with a
prostitute who seduced him。 He was then nineteen。
The thing was something of a shock to him。 In the close
intimacy of the farm kitchen; the woman occupied the supreme
position。 The men deferred to her in the house; on all household
points; on all points of morality and behaviour。 The woman was
the symbol for that further life which prised religion and
love and morality。 The men placed in her hands their own
conscience; they said to her 〃Be my conscience…keeper; be the
angel at the doorway guarding my outgoing and my ining。〃 And
the woman fulfilled her trust; the men rested implicitly in her;
receiving her praise or her blame with pleasure or with anger;
rebelling and storming; but never for a moment really escaping
in their own souls from her prerogative。 They depended on her
for their stability。 Without her; they would have felt like
straws in the wind; to be blown hither and thither at random。